I think the title is self-explanatory and requires little or no elaboration with the exception to emphasis that long ago when our paths first crossed I have already made it clear that I have little or no intention of just being your friend and that the question itself was insulting. I stated on this very blog that being friends with you is the ultimate raw deal. But even with that being said I ended being "just friends" with you for considerable amount of time - it was fun it really was and strangely I managed to forget that we did have our "moments."
Those two weeks in January were happy memories despite the enormous amount of guilt I felt since we were both spoken for by someone else. Despite that - we shared a few evenings in each others embrace and one of such intensity that I have yet to experience.
The most heart breaking thing since then isn't that you changed your mind, you want to perhaps make up with your boyfriend or perhaps you decided the two weeks we spent together was just a moment of weakness on both our sides. What pisses me off is that you tried to pretend without remorse or seemingly any guilt that nothing happened between us.
