I have illusions in my mind that I'm irritating and difficult person to deal with, typically I mask insecurity with arrogance. I'm stubborn and hard headed and on occasions impossible to talk to. I have always known that and I have tried so hard to change myself - smooth out the rough edges. I can see that while I have come a long way - I still have miles to go and not for the first time I wonder if someone can really change.
But in my own defense I'm also the most reliable person around. When things go wrong, when you need someone to stand up and be counted I'm your man.
I'm the friend who everybody needs in case of emergencies. That's gotta count for something, right?
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